Beatified
If my tongue cannot tell You at every moment that I love
You, At least may my heart repeat it with every breath I take.
Her mother found the blood upon her sheets
that morning, crossed herself to mark what she
thought was a daughter's normal passage, while
Marie slipped out the door to school to avoid her family's
questioning eyes, a father who would surely
shout his daughter's coming of age and his plans
to betroth her to a prosperous young man of the town.
What she needed to accomplish was easily done
in an alley, with only God to watch her.
Cradling her hands, she wondered only how she
would now hold the pen, carefully copy the psalms.
She had given herself to him and the means
of entry and egress -- his spirit wracking her thin body --
now leaked from palm and foot, seeped a slow river
from her side. But then, why copy the psalms at all
when the new singing inside her created more potent
music, waiting only to be annotated and sung?
At home that night, Marie dressed for sleep,
carefully unwrapping the layers of gauze to kiss
the marks of his claim, then lay herself down
like an offering to await his return, singing
a song the pope himself would call a blasphemy
in centuries to come, the willfullness of a child
who took a knife to her own flesh in order
to better avoid becoming a temporal bride.
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 Detail from a Painting by Simone Martini
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